what ever happens to us, im still loving you..no matter what..

00.17am

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

20.26

We fell in love, despite our differences, and once we did, something rare and beautiful was created. For me, love like that has only happened once, and that's why every minute we spent together has been seared in my memory. I'll never forget a single moment of it.

It is not length of life, but depth of life.

Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.

It is not length of life, but depth of life.

Haney.

Tahniah aku ucapkan kpd kwn baik aku yg telah bertunang baru2 nie! wuuhuuu!!!
haihh lar haney..untung ler kau..kawen muda.. =)
aku bila tah lg...aku doakn kau bahagia kawan..
im happy for you haney..

dia akan melangsungkan pernikahan dia pada 31/3 dan untuk majlis sanding pada 1/4...
aku rase mcm happy gila kau nk kawen haney oii!!!! haahaha...
tp haney,td aku baru dpt fon kol..aku dpt job photography di langkawi 29,30,31 nie..
ahhhhhh!!!!!!!! camne nieh!!! aku nk gi wedding kau... =.(
aku akan usahakn jgak 1/4 tuw aku dtg...huh!

Haney,hope persahabatan kita x kn putus disini...sbb skarang nie kitorg dh tggl bertiga..
huhu..aku, GG, n sai....kau dh bertukar status..huhu..

" salam...rasanya bru smlm aq luahkan apa yg aq rasa tntg mslh aq kt ko mir....smua ni berlaku sekelip mata...serius smpi skrg aq xpercya!!! syukur alhamdulillah...Allah permudahkan smua..trima kasih yg xterhingga dunia akhirat kt ko...moga ko akn bertemu jodoh yg baik sperti mne baiknya kamu rusydi amir... " - Haney

Sebak bila kau hantar msg kat aku camnie..haha...
so lepas nie aku kena carik org len pulak utk jd teman borak aku..yeler,kau kn dh nk bersuami..
haha..

aku nk ucapkan terima kasih pd kau sbb pernah jd pendengar luahan aku..mnjadi peneman aku bila aku sunyi..bila aku tgh sakit,tiba2 jer kau muncul...magik..kau seolah-olah memujuk aku supaya x sakit lg..kita kluar...mkn2..tgk citer bunuh2...borak2...best gila wohh!! aku lgsung buang masalah aku time 2..
kau mmg pandai beb..serius... =)
kau seorang pendengar..dan kau seorg yg pandai memujuk.. =P

lepas nie aku kena carik some1 else..ramai yg suka mendengar,tp jarang yg suka memujuk.. =.=

tahniah sekali lg haney..doakan aku dpt jodoh yg baik2 yer...haha.. =P
i miss you.

aku akan bz sampai bulan 4 mengalahkan org bisnes juta2..
muda2 dh kejar job ratus2 ribu..
effort kena lebih skit..
penat jgn ckp lah..
sakit hati? peh! simpan dlm aje...
gaji x masuk lg.. =.=
masalah bank dan loan melanda...mcm haram..
benda tidak begitu sukar,cuma proses mengambil mase..

terasa nak sambung belajar..mmg nak sambung..
tp rase takut..takut dgn subjek degree...
tp klu projek2 shooting..gua x risau..
gua boleh score..(dgn rase bongkak)

hari2 mengejar duit...
sume benda kena pakai duit..
makin lame makin mahal..
makin lama kerja makin menggila..

pada masa sekarang,klu ko ada kerja tetap
and xde 'side income', kau hidup ibarat miskin walaupun
gaji dh cecah 2ribu..
hidup di kuala lumpur mmg mcm nie..
semakin takut aku nk hidup di bandar..
peh!

tp yg penting..aku nak sambung belajar...
xtau bila..
bye.